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What do you know about selling all your guitars, studio equipment and mic.?s at the pond shop

Throwing away your music dreams for just one shot

To be on tv on mtv All famous and proud

To sell 3 million records and sing in front of big crowds

To sell your t.v set And all your clothes to

for a little bit of studio time to spit the truth

And You only get like 1/ 10 of what that shit?s really worth

I try to block it out Cause deep down it hurts

What do U know about your parents dying

And being abused, like the horror stories on the 10 o clock news

Being locked up in juvenile hall for some false shit that ain?t even your fault

For you adopted mom to say you tried to kill her and cut the power off

I wish I would of just died at birth

Cause I would of never been born And I would of never hurt

walking outside in the freezing cold Cause you know your just not welcome at home

Cause the land lady knows you can't pay the rent

Getting played for a fool cause you cant take a hint

Having people say your music just sucks

like 16 year old girls who don?t give a fuck

about music and the history of it

making songs till people admit that they like it

Selling my blood for 10 dollars and a cookie

If you think im gonna quit then you better keep looking

Cause ID reither sell a kidney and slit my throat

This is the realist Thing I ever wrote

Cant afford to turn the heater on and im feeling so cold

And dealing with all this shit since I was 13 years old

having so much potential But IT all just stops

Ill be making music till my fucken heart stops

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And when Im dead Ill be making songs in heaven

With jesus and the reverend

And If I have to go hell then oh well . Ill be in there with the devil

making melodies and just waiting for my next life to be better

If you got dreams Don?t wake up stay asleep

IF you love yourself do something before its to late

Not even having money for soap to take a shower

knocking out mc's faster then the twin towers

I hear other artist on the radio And There not even good

who talk about puppy love and being a killer when they never even see the hood

You?re a gangster well im a mistake

You try to live as me and see how much you can take

What do u know about selling the shoes of your feet

losing your girlfriend to some dude with more money

having your own friends sell you out, not ever knowing what anything about.

having your dad kill your mom then commit suicide

while your in the car with there blood all over your face , when your only 2 weeks old

and having hearing problems as a little kid , cause the bullet shots,

chasing fictional music dreams that everyones got

Whatever dont kill me has made me stronger

Made my patience and adherence last much longer

what do u know about buying blank cds instead of groceries

And sending them out to record companies who just send them back

Cause I didn?t have no manager at the time And that was a waste of 3 50

that I wont ever get back . With holes in my clothes that I?ve had from way back

Getting so close to where you say you wanna quit .

But you suck it in And just keep on going

Cause As a Person I wanna keep on growing.

Chorus

And when Im dead Ill be making songs in heaven

With jesus and the reverend

And If I have to go hell then oh well . Ill be in there with the devil

making melodies and just waiting for my next life to be better

If you got dreams Don?t wake up stay asleep

IF you love yourself do something before its to late

Written by JC Cannegieter 2-22-05

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